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I hate having bad dreams, I really do, especially dreams that just make no since, its 8 in the morning and I just woke up after getting out of work at like almost five, and I dont think I can go back to bed. Its like why do I have to dream about you, its retarded come on OVER A MONTH AHH. Anyways I am listening to seal kiss from a rose and I LOVE IT. I like listening to really old stuff and like brand new stuff because if I listen to anything in the middle it will probably bring up memories I dont feel like reliving. Um what else is new? My dog is sick :( sucks because hes the only living thing that loves me (except for my family and friend?) only one friend really ha, but its alllll cool, I havent spoke to jessica lately :( i feel bad):........ Did you know that when it snows........(part of the song). Well I think I am getting off lets see if I can go back to sleep without having a retarded dream